I'm Annabella. leaving an average life.. an average girl in a big world.. 16 going on 17
I'm 100% friendly,and I'm ready to befreind new ppl and widen my horizon...nvr piss me off or you'll see what a monster i am in me
" I'm full of love and joy ready to share it with everyone."
Loves: friends, starbucks, movies, camwhoring, hanging out, family and most important GOD



but luckily my mom took over.. or not his dead meat.. i'll be cutting his hair shorter n shorter n shorter.. haha.. not bad ma.. i can cut gals hair better..hehe..
~madness xinhui~
Oh, why am I here in this place of unrest
When others have entered the land of the blest?
God's way of salvation was preached unto men;
I heard it and heard it, again and again.
Why did I not listen and turn from my sin
And open my heart and let Jesus come in?
For vain earthly pleasures my soul did I sell
The way I had chosen has brought me to hell.
I wish I were dreaming, but ah, it is true.
The way to be saved I had heard and I knew;
My time on the earth, oh, so quickly fled by,
How little I thought of the day I would die.
When God's Holy Spirit was pleading with me,
I hardened my heart and I turned from His plea.
The way that was sinful, the path that was wide,
I chose and I walked till the time that I died.
Eternally now, I must dwell in this place.
If I from my memory could but erase
The thoughts of my past which are haunting me so.
Oh, where is a refuge to which I can go?
This torture and suff'ring, how long can I stand?
For Satan and demons this only was planned.
God's refuge is Jesus, the One that I spurned;
He offered salvation, but from Him I turned.
My brothers and sisters I wish I could warn.
Far better 'twould be if I had not been born.
The price I must pay is too horrid to tell
My life without God led directly to Hell.
Oh, soul without Christ, will these words be your cry?
God's Word so declares it that all men must die.
From hell and its terrors, Oh, flee while you may!
So, come to the Saviour; He'll save you today!
hmm.. let me start wit school life sucks n it's bored!!.. damn it add maths.. i hate it!!!
k... hmm.. enough of the bad stuff.. let come to thegood stuff.. hehe..
last last sun.. i went to the hot spring.. it was super cool.. but the water is seriously burning hot.. i cant believe i put my leg in 40 degrees water... the longer my leg was in it.. i feel the whole leg getting numb.. but it was cool..
there one place just for boiling eggs.. ur leg will burn if u put ur leg in.. it's abt 100 degrees n above.. n it's all natural.. not man made.. it was so cool.. except the ponds n stuff is man man.. XD




still trying to put my whole leg in..

imagine the water is hot enough to boil egg!! i was amazed..>.<

i was pretending to boil the egg.. but it was not act me who boil it.. it was the tour guide.. hehe..

weee!!! water!!!

tadaaaaa!!!!!

oops!!!~!~!~! look where i ended up..(look below)

i was in the boys toilet!! shhhh...


a pic of me...O.o

can u see a heart shape there.. try look harder.. it's at gua tempurung.. after the hot spring we went to gua tempurung..^^


guess wat.. tats not painting but it looks like one.. it's actually a mixture of the bat's shit n lime water ..>.<

scary?? took it inside the cave.. kaka..

tryin to be cute.. but will nvr happen.. haha...
all tis nice stuff have to pass so fast.. i wish to go furthur in gua tempurung.. i onli went to the second stage n it's onli all climbing of stairs.. the 3rd to the 4th is so much nicer.. but i din get to go.. at tat 3 stages.. u'll get to swim trough a river then go through some small tunnel n will becovered wit mud..n absailing too i guess.. isnt tat so much more fun!! must go back there once again.. kakaka..
but now it's all study study study.. my dad is pressuring too much.. not one second he'll stop saying abt studying.. i feel like shutting his mouth!!
even have to study on hols.. i feel like having things my way.. when i wanna study n how i wanna do it.. i hate it when my parents always compare wit my cousin which is really a smart fella.. n other of their fren's children.. i m me.. i wanna me.. y do they always compare!! arghsss!!! *sigh*..
add maths is really killing me.. i cant really understand the whole thing,.. the teacher seems to be mumbling to himself..n guess wat.. he's eating chewing gum while he's teaching..so disgusting to see his mouth to open close open close.. sucks man..
aiks..
anyways.. lets talk abt soemthing happy for me.. haha.. my dad might be getting me a mp4 or a phone.. i prefer a phone.. but i noe it's obviously gonna be more expensive den the mp4.. the phone tat i wan la.. hehe..i hope i can convince him to buy for me.. it's my pmr gift anyways.. kakaxx...
wish me luck tml to convince him!! hehe..
~madnessxinhui~
In evil long I took delight,
Unawed by shame or fear,
Till a new object struck my sight,
And stopped my wild career.
I saw One hanging on a tree,
In agonies and blood;
He fixed His languid eyes on me,
As near His cross I stood.
Sure never till my latest breath,
Shall I forget that look!
It seemed to charge me with His death,
Though not a word He spoke.
A second look He gave, which said,
"I freely all forgive;
This blood is for thy ransom paid;
I die that thou mayest live."
Thus while His death my sin displays
In all its blackest hue,
Such is the mystery of grace,
It seals my pardon too!
holiday!!! for just a day.. aiks..
however still have to go training.. went training in the morning n decided to skip the afternoon's one.. hehe.. was super lazy...
den my dad brought me n mom to go on the new road to i think putrajaya.. it was a super long long road.. like no ending.. hehe.. not a lot of car use tat road though.. every where around it was developing.. aiks.. i wonder wat will happen after a few years in our country... hmm.. let me guess..
1. shortage tree to absorb the carbon dioxide n leaving us to die..
2. hot like hell because of global warming..
3. tsunami??.. hehe.. touchwood..
hope these things wont happen!! >.<

~madnessxinhui~
to laugh and cry with,
An inspiration,
Someone who lends a helping hand,
though friends may not be forever,
And they may not end up together,
the memories of a true friendship will
last forever.
A friend is not a shadow nor a servant
But someone who hold
a piece of a person in his heart.
Someone who shares a smile,
Someone who brightens up your day
What makes a person a friend?
Is by saying your Love will stay.
i love all of u frens!!! muacks!! hug n kisses!!! i appreciate everything u all have done!!!
wa lau... my physics teacher really makes me laugh to death man...wanna noe how she pronounces physics?? she says it as physi.. n sounds like feaces... omg man.. haha..
aiks... went training today.. wasnt tat heavy training... but i'm getting lazy.. don feel like training.. aiks... sobs...
i dunno how m i gonna go through my form 4 n 5 life.. it's so so busy.. kinda... some more gonna add on some other tuition.. it's killing me!!!!
but however.. i'll buck up n be strong.. i can do it!!! hehe.. if i say i can i can..>.<
felt lazy to study today so went to take pics.. hehe..





~madnessxinhui~
aiks.. it's all cool.. miss my church frens so so much...
as for the 6 yrs old class i'm helping in.. the old batch have gone n the new one came.. some are still crying for their mommy.. i understand they're still young.. but i don think i did tat last time..hehe.. i think i prefer to be away from my parents at times..XD





the new kiddos... there's onli one cute boy..sobs..heheXD



phew... felt so tired today... have no idea y... now i've to think ways to bring back all my text books tml.. it'll be super heavy man..shoots.. n i'll be going training after tat... i'm dying..sobs..
having my 1st bio n physics class tml... i bet my pj period will be wasted.. it's just after perhimpunan... sad case..aiks..
~madnessxinhui~
my days are so super super busy tis year.. haiz.. it's hard..sobs..
but i noe i can do it.. for my future.. *kembang*..XD
2 days of school n it feels like forever..more n more things is to come.. i'm afraid how it's gonna be.. i've to do well in my studies.. n i oso want my sports n kk.. how can i balance up my time?? any advice from any one..>.<
OMGOSH... my chemistry teacher sucks.. she is so new n young.. onli in her twenties.. shoots man.. i don even understand wat she was saying yesterday.. i onli some kind of heard.."what is chemistry?" aiks.. den coming out wit diff answer n no definite one.. i don noe how i'm gonna last for the whole two years..
sent off my grandparents to aussie today.. sobs!!! i wanna follow them.. cries.. i'll miss them..haiz.. i've not seen my aussie cousins like for ages.. missing them lots..>.<



got back my cam today from my bro.. dying to cam whor..XD
took some stupid pics.. hehe..
new hair do n i'm not liking it now.. i wan it to grow faster.. any one noe how??
~madnessxinhui~





editted pics.. shucks.. nth better to do edi.. hehe.. whole time doing tis..XD
nice??
hehe.. 1st day of school n it's edi killing me.. hearing muthu's voice just drops me to sleep.. i need a new english teacher!! no!!!
din get all the good good teachers.. shucks man.. no mr lim for chemistry!! y o y.. sobs..
need to buck up tis year man.. everything sounds so hard.. sobs.. cries louder.. dieing soon.. will be drain out.. hehe..
~madness xinhui~
i hope every one had a great time at any countdown all were in..=)
i did like my year 2007.. can consider having an achievement ib tat year.. got in for mssm.. representing kl..got 7 a's.. hehe.. can say something like studies i can do it sports too..XD *kembang* praising myself pula..XDXD
but leh.. just fail in one thing..L***.. hehe.. but all is over n moving on to a new year.. having a fresh start.. *breath in*.. fresh ai...r.. *coughs*.. not tat fresh after all.. hehe..
i feel lots of stress n burden for tis year..2008..
have to balance up sports n studies.. it's not tat easy.. sobs..
i hope i have the strength to go through it wit God's strength..
have to buck up.. i hope i wont break down.. i prefer doing better in studies.. studies is more important no matter wat..
aiks...NOOOOO!!!! starting school tml.. act looking forward to go school.. but also in the other hand not wanting to..don even noe wat class i'll be in.. yeah yeah.. tis year books are free.. how nice.. i'm loving it..=D free free free..!!hehe
meeting frens again.. yeah.. the favourite part.. get to go crazy n mad wit them.. hehe..
long time not doing tat edi..


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!
HUGS N KISSES...
~MADNESSXINHUI~
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